Reason # 4815162342 I Love My Best Friend:

Work today has been utterly boring and incredibly slow, so I sent Amber an email asking her to tell me a story, this is what her response was:

Once upon a time there were these two awesome ladies. They had matching tattoos and were best friends forever. eventually they became Queens of America and all the stupid people were shipped off to Kentucky Island, where they belonged. All rejoiced and were happy. The End.

Growing Up & Giving In

I am so not looking forward to this impending move. It's so time consuming and stressful. Kyle & I applied for this amazing townhouse with 3 levels, 2 full bathrooms, 3 rooms, and a freaking sauna. It's such a lovely place and I can see staying there for an extended period of time if I get hired on at my current job. Having a temp job is okay for now, but it won't be for much longer. I guess I am just overwhelmed with the amount of stuff changing in my life. I'm excited for Kyle and I to start some semblance of a life together. I'll miss living with my best lady friends, but we are all going through different changes in life and I think this will make a big difference for all of us. I can't wait to have my own craft room! I think Mr. Bunjamin Linus is ready for his own room as well. I just realized I've had nothing to eat all day, so I think I should get on that.

There's nights that I can't even walk, there's days I couldn't give a fuck and in between is where I'm stuck.

rusted brandy in a diamond glass

Somehow I just found a blog I wrote my senior year of high school & I realized I spent almost the entire year of 2005 in a drunken state. Which is only funny because now, at age twenty three, I don't drink at all. Ok, I take that back, two days ago I had a hot chocolate with rum in it and it was so delicious I could have had about five more. Amber bought it for me, so of course I had to drink it.  Amber has this way of making me do things I would normally never do , which is fine by me. I tend to become really hermit-y and I kind of put this wall up around myself so I don't have to deal with things, she is just about the only person who knows how to penetrate my defenses. This is one of the thousand reasons she is my best friend and one of the most important people in my life. I truly have no idea what will happen when we have to move away from each other. I don't even like to think about. I prefer to leave this problem to Future Morgan & Future Amber.